Rndom Thoughts?

Random thoughts? Are they truly random or just small bits of thoughts not yet sorted or placed? Perhaps that is all they are indeed……yet how much of our daily lives are touched by random events from a look to a touch, to something that happens, a word spoken? How much of our lives does one truly control or is it nothing more then randomness that enters into our small spheres of existence besides the schedules we place upon ourselves? Then again, perhaps life in itself is nothing more then a struggle to exist, to survive? Yet, what mark do we leave behind when our lives are said and done? Do we leave any at all or become nothing more then forgotten ghost as those who may have known us think of us less and less, until not a shimmer of our present exists?

I know not but then perhaps these answers are not meant to be known by one such as myself. At times questions roll easy from my thoughts but the answers are like a speeding freight train escaping my grasp. May haps no true answers even exist that it is an illusion to think one may be able discover the answers, for in the end, what is truth? Is it but an individual perception of what one believes it to be?

Most of the trees are now draped in their autumn colors with a scattered few late bloomers still draped in green, and perhaps if the sun’s heavenly glow had honored us today, the colors would be shimmering so brightly, but alas, the day is heavily overcastted and the chill in the air easily seeps into one’s bones instantly chilling one. There is little doubt that winter is but a toss away, at least on this day, it is so very clear the cold which will soon be dancing upon us and with regret I miss the warmth of only a few days ago. Regretting that my time had been spent locked away within a sightless building with but brief moments from here to there to enjoy the briskness of autumn. Perhaps there are a few days yet to enjoy that, but soon the frigidness of winter will be upon us, and the cold will for the most part trap us within four walls, till the spring comes forth once again.

Yet, I find myself thinking upon on the season of my youth, which seems so long ago…a faded memory amongst the memories held inside. The excitement once felt with the approaching of Halloween; of traveling house to house dressed in the chosen costumes. The treats collected, the fun of scaring each other, and wonders once we got home discovering all the goodies we had collected, the curving of pumpkins in preparation for it, and the decorating, all was such fun…but the excitement and wonder seems to have vanished, and in sense, the traditions of the holiday it self seems to fallen aside……but again I guess things always change but has all changes truly been for the better?

....discovery news.....Cavemen Chose Caves on Five Criteria

Source of article: http://dsc.discovery.com/news/2007/04/09/caves_arc.html?category=archaeology&guid=20070409110000

Visit the above source to view the complete article..... (only begining insert placed here.)

"April 9, 2007 — House buyers today usually peruse properties with a checklist of desired features in mind. This aspect of human behavior has apparently not changed much over the millennia, according to a new study that found prehistoric cave dwellers in Britain did exactly the same thing when choosing their homes.

The recently released three-year-long survey of approximately 230 caves in the Yorkshire Dales and 190 caves in the northern England Peak District determined that people there from 4,000 to 2,000 B.C. selected caves based on at least five criteria."

But just imagine, even back then man had ideas of what would make or not make a good place to live, yet why would they not? just imagine money was spent to study this...but on a different note, why would one think that man would not have preferences, which we do now...do we truly have to believe that we are so much more intelligent then our prehistoric ancestors? the imtelligence may have been different, and yet no less then us today I think.....

Thoughts to ponder:

"Do tiolet seats really protect us from anything?"

update on the movement of sites

First off.... I have successfully moved these pages to my new site and have notified the site owners of the move:

• A-List
• Dark Beauty
• Ebony
• Soul Mates
• Maple Inn
• Puzzle Mania

Hoping to get at least one or more pages completed tonight....I still have masterpiece, eternal dreams, myths & legends and divinity, however I am not too worried about divinity, which seems to be on hiatus again...

Once in place their links will be this:

• Divinity
• Eternal Dreams
• Masterpiece
• Myths & Legends

However the above pages as of tonight at 8pm, they do not exist...I also hope to spend some time in the next few weeks working on anime-mania and my other pages as well, however as of right now, they do not exist on the new server.

So Quotes:

"I finally figured out the only reason to be alive is to enjoy it." - Rita Mae Brown

"We are none of us infallible--not even the youngest of us. " - WH Thompson

Which in truth.... the same could be said for the older of us as well, don't you think? yet what is prefection? can it ever truly exist, I think not, it is in the end an unattainable goal that we can work toward and yet we will never reach it, for it exists no where, for nothing can be prefect!

AMV - Prisoners of Life - series - Black blood brothers

AMV "Wish I had an angel" - series - black blood brother

Anyways, hope you enjoy the above two amv based on the latest anime series that I have watched......

Watching Black Blood Brothers

I should been updating things, but I got a little side tracked....got caught up watching "Black blood Brothers", and just finished watching all 12 episodes...it surely ranks up there with my favorite ten animes, but then of cousre i am proned to like most animes that deal with vampires, if you have never seen it, be sure to check it out by visiting anime fever.....anyways, I need to get back to work and finish the pages so I change everything over....

Black Blood Brothers is directed by Hiroaki Yoshikawa.During a War called the hong kong Crusade, an Old Blood vampire, Jirou Mochizuki, aka the Silver Blade (Gintou), fought and defeated most of the Kowloon Children. Ten years later, Jirou heads to Japan with his little brother, Kotarou, in hopes of reaching The Special Zone, a thriving secret city where vampires live. They soon realize that a plan to infiltrate The Special Zone is being hatched by the Kowloon Children survivors. As they travel to The Special Zone, Jirou encounters enemies from the past and new threats that may endanger the safety of the Special Zone. The abduction of Kotarou, by one of the Kowloon Children, thrusts him even further into the battle. The area is soon under attack and infested with the blood of the Kowloon children, since Casa disturbed infested blood packs around the city. The anime kept me glued to the screen and well worth checking out.

The moving of pages has begun!

Hello......I am happy to report the beginning progress of moving my pages to a new site has begun, of cousre i still have lots to do but the main page has been successfully moved and all my current files have been uploaded to the site...all i left to do is to write the html coding for all the pages... the link to my new sites/pages is http://dragonpoet.dr.funpic.org/ Soon, hopefully by Tuesday I will be notifying all TCG of my move and hopefully this site will work out better then geocities.com. of cousre i had successfully used that site for years, but due to the restrictions it has gotten to the point that it is more important to be able to access the site when I have time then it not.

In other news I had a very annoying day today, it seemed as if everything look little at work just rubbed me the wrong....Of cousre, I feel for the post part that I am under appreciated and I am expected to do the difficult at times with no one thinking that I may be struggling ot not, but no one ever said that life was ever fair, huh? Plus, today I learned that one of the few supervisors on the shift that I am comfortable with is now moving to another shift and someone new will be taking his place....which at this point I have no idea who that may be....but the supervisors that are left.....sadly.... I find their effectiveness extremely questionable.....

Daily Literary Quote

"My ideas usually come not at my desk writing but in the midst of living." by Anais Nin (French Writer)

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problems w/geocities

Another dayhas come and gone, and well, i am currently have problems with geocities.com, thus I am attempting to change all my pages to a new site,however I still have much to do, so hope to have everything in place as soon as possible...so check back here for the new link to my sites, and once the pages are up and running, i will then notify all the tcg of my move....Take care for now, i have lots to do so this will be short for now.

Important families are like potatoes. The best parts are underground.

Families...an important element in all our lives as one gets older one's parents become less and less important as one establish one's life, however, what happens when a clash exist between present family and the one left behind....when one crosses over the other....okay, i am probably making little if any real sense here, but ultimate a few days ago i had to make a very difficult decision that for better or worse I will always have to live with. May haps the decision not any more important then any other, but for this one, I truly said goodbye to my family...a family that for the most part was dyfunctional but still it was my family. I choose the family I an building and have built over that of my mother, and in doing so I know the rest of the family has disappeared as well. Anyways, enough rambling on that subject by far, and I hope too use this site for other random thoughts and such.

Happiness is having a large, loving, caring, close-knit family in another city.